The Transformation

Boy, this transformation from 3D to 5D in real time isn’t always pretty is it?  As I leave the old world of fitting in to the matrix and clamor towards building a new earth, I find myself without all the tools necessary to complete the experience.  What is a newbie earthly spirit being to do?

And then never mind what’s going on inside ourselves, how about all the changes on the outside?  Who do you trust? Did the rules change or do we still trust somebody for what they are saying or do we have to look at what they are not saying as well?

There’s a very astute woman on Bitchute named Amazing Polly that did some deep diving into Jordan Peterson’s “Arc” and found out just who Dr. Jordan Peterson is.  And much like my experience with Dr. Robert Malone, it’s not what they say that’s important, it’s what they don’t say that reveals who they are.  Because they can recite any beautiful platitude they want, but if they are secretly in cahoots with the tyrannical monsters they’re decrying then it’s not worth much is it?

Dr. Jordan Peterson, you may recall, is that intelligent Canadian psychologist who pops up often on our social media pages because of all the wise things he says about men and women, about the World Economic Forum, and maybe his biggest audience with Joe Rogan helping Joe understand the nature of what’s really going on.  But recently Jordan has been heard backing something called “The Arc” which is a new organization that seeks to combat “woke” policy with something more conservative and “centerly inclined” by gathering a bunch of people from various countries to share what they’ve done that has worked. But as Polly so astutely revealed, the billionaires backing the Arc are really just the same old people who have come up with a new way of taking advantage of us — bankers, healthcare, and tech elites that have backed censorship, privacy violations, and control of people’s lives in the name of “philanthropy.”  In other words, in classic Deep State formula . . . they always create two competing interests making one look wonderful for a time, only to tear them down 4-6 years later with the promise of a new, better, altruistic leader that will take care of all of us.  Liberal agenda painted as “progressive,” only to become “woke” and take the fall for all of society’s problems.  Fossil fuels painted as killing us to usher in a new boss of government controlled electric power.  The real savior anybody could promise is simple and if you don’t hear this from them you know they are charlatans . . . personal freedom.  If they do not advocate for each person having the freedom to choose what is right for them and the stripping of power from every person who wishes to control another, then everything they say is meaningless.  

Don’t you love how the devil dangles shiny keys in front of us all the time while conveniently hiding what is behind the back of the person dangling them?  Jordan is obviously being paid a lot of money to be the spokesman for this new global domination agenda that sounds better, but is clearly backed by the same criminals.  The tip off is always what is not said rather than what is said.  If they take responsibility for their part in anything, I’m listening.  If they talk about external maxims disconnected from personal experience, I’m wary.

And in a great example of the Deep State’s ultimate flaw, we saw San Diego Board of Supervisor’s Nathan Fletcher check himself into rehab for post-traumatic stress and alcoholism.  We have always said that if we speak the truth, they will fall on their swords.  Why use violence when you can use words that expose the person for their soul crushing contradiction?  I’m happy to say I was part of those speaking at the San Diego Board meetings with hundreds others, even getting interrupted by Nathan during my allotted 2 minute time because I was serving him with legal paperwork on his racketeering charges for forcing the bioweapon on city employees.  It’s great to see the laws of karma and the universe really do apply.  And when he says the alcoholism was brought on by PTSD, I think we all know what that means — the stress of facing hundreds of San Diego residents who call him on his criminal behavior.

I recently heard a conversation where someone feared that “dark alien beings” had the power to come to earth and wreak havoc on our progress moving forward.  In years past I would have scoffed at any such talk of aliens, but I’m much more open now.  My concern is with the “dark” part because that goes counter to everything I’ve learned about how the universe and laws of karma work. First of all, everything I’ve experienced and witnessed from others is that God is for us.  The universe is for us.  As in the bigger picture is that we are getting free of the trauma that holds us down and becoming free spirit beings that cannot be messed with. It’s set up so that we hold the keys.  If we want to be connected to heaven on earth, we have to do the work to stay conscious, even if it means  temporarily feeling old traumas to release them.  If we want to repeat destructive patterns, we can keep living in denial and looking for something outside ourselves to tell us we’re OK.  So as to “dark” anything, I don’t worry about it because darkness can’t get into a conscious, connected individual.  So in this new transition we are all going through, the Alanon idea of don’t just do something, sit there, really applies.  Because we are letting the transformation happen inside us rather than forcing some external formula.

It is such an inside job, isn’t it?  Like there is no course one can take, no book or movie one can watch to get all the answers of the transformation.  It’s just listening and feeling it seems. I’m imagining the future of social events sitting around campfires where people just share where their feelings journey is taking them.

Last night I did some journaling to try to dive into some anxiety and manic feelings.  And to my surprise I tapped into an experience when I was a 15 year old foreign exchange student in Germany.  I felt for the first time the depth of loneliness around losing my friends back home and way of life that didn’t work. In the past, I always dealt with trauma by saying something is coming in the future that will make it all better.  But better doesn’t necessarily mean not feeling the actual feeling.  So here I am, almost a half century later, sitting with little Jeff and actually being there with his experience.  

The idea of being something rather than getting something is also a useful tool.  But doesn’t that require changing your whole motivation and hard wiring?  I used to do things with the promise of something great coming in the future.  It was the carrot that pulled me around the track.  But if we give up that powerful motivational tool, there is going to be loss in the short term.  I feel like I’m straddled on a state line between two states and I haven’t fully arrived in my new home yet.

But those moments when you feel connected to God and the universe and nature fills you up to the brim, that connection is more real than it’s ever been.  It’s just going to take some time to get there more often.  Having a sense of humor about it all is very appropriate I tell myself.  I mean, what else can we do?

Oh yeah, almost forgot to tell you…a friend of mine found out where his Birth Certificate is being traded as a bond for his future productivity…his is part of the FIDELITY ADVISOR GLOBAL CAPITAL APPRECIATION FUND - CLASS C.  If somebody is making money off of our identity that we control…we can claim it back.  That money is ours.  We can get it back. 

More will be revealed.