Captain's Log
Star date October 30th, Captain’s Log…Does anybody remember those words from Captain Kirk in the original Star Trek episodes on black and white TV? Ha. I know I’m dating myself, but I’m sure many of you have seen episodes of the old series. I feel like what I try to do here on Substack is provide a captain’s log, summarizing what’s going on. And rather than just post fear porn as some do, it seems much more useful to provide perspective, something that I miss. So in a way I’m calming myself as I share the pertinent information I’m hearing from God.
The stories that caught my attention this last week were the underreported massive Hurricane in Acapulco, the shooting in Lewiston, Maine and the move to a cashless society in Australia. Then along with those, the beautiful transformation of souls that continues amidst the chaos.
Let’s start with Lewiston, Maine and the shooting deaths at the hand of Robert Card. We know that a man went to a bowling alley, shot some people, then went to a bar and shot some more people, then disappeared and shot himself. Of particular interest to those of us who are awake, including Dr. Christiane Northrup who lives within an hour of the shooting, was the lack of police involvement both during and after. It took them almost 2 days to take everyone off lockdown. The obvious questions were…why did police not respond to the shootings when they first happened? If there were “hundreds” of state and local police looking for Card’s body afterwards, why were they not mobilized during the actual events? And predictably, how long would it take for a politician to demand new gun control legislation?
We are seeing the same playbook being used again and again and again, making it easier for us to spot the con job: Deranged shooter is somehow used through hypnosis or other means to carry out a shooting followed by his own death so that he can never be questioned. News media stokes fear in the public to invoke a fight or flight response. Politician demands gun control legislation. No other avenues for discourse are pursued. Meanwhile in countries where guns are not allowed and there is no second amendment, government blazes through with totalitarian control, removal of rights, massive censorship and no recourse for the citizens. To tie up all the loose ends media posts an article making sure to emphasize that any view other than the state sponsored view is a “conspiracy theory.”
The rapid media footage of a politician’s “confession” that he should have voted to ban assault weapons is what has my spidey sense tingling. The more level headed view that apparently the majority of Americans possess is that sadly gun ownership is the only thing that keeps the US from going into total lockdown and control. When you look at the number of responsible gun owners compared to the number of mass shootings, you realize that guns are not the problem they are made out to be. And I say that as a complete pacifist who doesn’t believe in solving problems with firearms. But the right to defend oneself and the second amendment were clearly divinely inspired parts of the Constitution in my opinion. Meanwhile in Australia where private gun ownership does not exist, they are already moving to a cashless society.
In another attempted land grab there was a massive Category 5 hurricane in Acapulco, Mexico that only damaged the high rent district in an almost carbon copy of what happened in Maui. Who knew the weather was so easy to control? They now have it dialed in to where they can hit a target with precision.
But the important thing here in my opinion is to keep the focus on the prize and not on the distractions. I realize we are in the “end times,” but that also means the end times for the psychopaths and the beginning of the new earth for those of us who get it. If you listen to folks like Alex Collier, you find out that there is actually an alliance of beings throughout the universe that are coming to our aid right now to defeat evil. I’m seeing awareness growing from people like Katherine Watt that the real enemy is not Pfizer, but the Department of Defense orchestrating the bioweapon deployment on its own people. Once everyone understands that politicians, corporations, and governments are controlled, the revolution can begin. I had one lawyer tell me this week that in a matter of 3 years, politicians who perpetrated the Covid narrative will be hung in public squares for treason and murder. Imagine that?!?
The other important thing to focus on in my opinion is the incredible work we are all doing to go deeper in our own quantum world of healing. I’m reading about individuals’ abilities to heal all manner of diseases by becoming conscious of turning on their minds and awareness to take responsibility for their wellbeing. There was a reason we were all so checked out, but the Deep State psyop has been a wake up call for us to rise above it.
I’ll tell you the most amazing revelation I’ve had in my own life…I recently came to understand that my biggest fear is not my death. My biggest fear is my father’s death. (And when I say “my,” I’m speaking of the vast world of the unconscious that controls most of my behavior.) My biggest fear is that I won’t have a father that I can connect with. In the deep recesses of my mind, I believe that without my father I will die. What’s even more mind bending is that he died 9 years ago and a part of me is still trying to get things from him that I never experienced by projecting him onto others. But as I stop the process of trying to “get” something from things I do (which is really just code for me trying to get his love and approval), I can focus on my true purpose of connecting with God, giving to others, and enjoying the fruits of my labor. But I feel the loss. Giving up that strong of a need has a grieving cycle to go through.
It’s these deeper distractions that we are all waking up from that get me excited. I’m learning to put the chaos of social media and all other media really in its own little box. I take notice and register the psyops going on, then I do whatever my new heart is directing me to do to ground and connect. I want to close with this recent Xavier post that summarizes what I’m seeing…



Thank you, that's nice thing to add.
Thank you for your poignant synopsis of the last week. It is so helpful to read other’s perceptions on these events. Check out a flower essence called Baby Blue Eyes for the yearning of the father attachment. Take good care 💙